Well who else is going to leave crumbs here, right?
It’s still pretty early to give a summary of my day….but guess what? I slept over 7 hours last night! I woke up this morning at 6….I woke up Rob….I said “Honey, I slept for almost 8 hours..that hardly happens”…he mumbled something and rolled over. I am pretty sure that meant he was excited for me…LOL. You can never tell with Aspergers..but he and I have a hidden communication technique…It’s called “fill in the blanks” LOL…I am pretty sure it’s healthy to do that. HA!
Anyway…I took Cole to breakfast for our Mom date…..he ordered a huge amount of food…and couldn’t finish it. But I have to say I was “plugged” in. we laughed we talked, we bonded for a few minutes. I am so glad i schedule them in …but I really want to have to not schedule time in with my kids..
I know i am making the right choice. I feel so much peace today. No internal arguments…..no doubts..but that is probably also because I haven’t finalized everything by talking to my school adviser. LOL. But I know my doubts will creep in…so I put a message out on the prayer chain for peace and prayer so my mind doesn’t go to the dark place after I do make the choice. AAAAAK! No rush I can do that tomorrow.
My friend text me a scripture:
Passage John 14:27:
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
I thank all of you who take the time to write me and share with me or encourage me….You are all truly a blessing. I am thankful for this opportunity. Just know I read every single message/email/text…I think thoughtfully about them and I pray for all of you…..you are all important to me in so many ways. SO just know if you are struggling..I am here.